I am the proud dad of a wonderful baby, she is one year and half and she really is, my most evolved cell, she is all my world and people often sees egoism in giving up the next few years of my life at her side,
I had to make this point several time to explain my perception of this travel within the duality of loving my baby.
Knowing that she is happy and safe is all that matters for me, she actually is, living with her mum and in a certain proximity of direct familly.
If I have one lesson to teach her it would be, be who you want to be and experience it 100%, it is no concern to you what people perceive in your experience, but what you can bring them through your own experience. It’s to me the path of happiness, and I will tell her that surely if tomorrow I could trade all the people of the world materialism against happiness for lifetime, I would own that planet.
But yet, people runs after money with any kind of excuses, so they make a sacrifice on time in order to earn money to buy food and goods in order to demonstrate love to their loving ones. Insane complicated shit !
When the only thing they need is to experience love and not a physical demonstration of a conceptual love, there is no feeling within an object, but our hearts are full of feelings to share and offer.
When I Look at these kids being upset because they did not have their wanted christmas gift but another one, that makes me sad, I am thinking, what are we doing with our next generation ? Aren’t we fucking them up raising them with such value/love system ?
We are teaching our childs that love is conditional and the biggest is the love, the more expansive must be the gift, or the more fashion or rare or anything that empower it’s materialistic value. what the fuck did happen to us ?! When did it go wrong ?! When did everything fucked up ?!
We have reduced and scaled the divine feeling to a good we can buy. Is it truly what we wanted for our us ? Is that love ? If the answer is Yes, then I believe that must be the most egoist form of love.
Seriously we have made a monetary system that can crash in a minute and a love that is conditioned by a certain amount of money. Is there yet anyone that remembers that old concept of unconditional love ?
I wanna thanks the mum of my baby, she doesn’t agree (Like most of the people who surround me) with this change, but she still supports me,
I must say I am very proud to have her as the mum of our baby, she is much more evolve than I am on certain point and she has been the creator of a quantum leap in my evolution, so Thanks to you , I can go on my path without a worry for our baby, you are an amazingly beautiful soul. I both love you from the bottom of my heart and my Soul, you both led me to the understanding that one doesn’t need the physical presence of a being to express and experience love, which makes it by design, unconditional.